Monday, February 09, 2009

salvation.

I am back and so sooon !!!! well I just had to share my wonderful weekend I had the most

romantic weekend in a very long time. With whom ? love. Maybe I have finally reached

the edge and its a few seconds before I jump. One thing is for sure its going to be one of the

most exhilrating moments of my life. Must say I was mighty worried not being able to experience the magic of love was as good as having to give up alcohol for life. You need to free

love from its cage of form and give it a life of its own. Then you will see it paint itself in a million colours and you will be gasping for breath as it takes a huge leap and touches the sky of the uncomprehensible. In a moment you experience the highs and lows of a ride that you never want to end. It touches the very peak of your spiritual being and then dips to the human entity leaving you with a rumble at the pit of your stomach. Can you capture the zen of this universe in a flutter of a heart beat the answer is you can when your heart beats on the rythum of the warm beats of love.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Single and Silent.

There I go again suffering from a writers block. It feels terrible when words refuse to
create themselves onto plain paper. I don want to look at it but maybe the truth is that I can
express only grief and confusion. As I stand at that corner in life without the darkness or the
cobwebs of depression and frustration clouding my soul. There is a full stop to the maze of words
that I weave. There is peace in my heart and stillness in my soul after a long drawn battle
of emotions and expectations the era of content and begins and I have no words to express.
Love is melancholy, without the bitter ache in the heart it can never be complete maybe the
saying that the greatest stories told are tragedies has a true ring it.