Saturday, September 30, 2006

6 Day week Trauma

I hate working a 6 day week i mean isnt it enough that i slog for the existing 5 days with stress
levels hitting the roof that I have to spend the other two combating high blood pressure.
This new job had been a medical nightmare with my system revloting with a vengence. The boss
thinks that we have no life or rather should have no life every living moment is in the fear of
under achieving. Well I dont think things are going to change much unless my boss changes his
philosphy or i change my job. Both things as possible as karan johar being straight.
Anyways its 5 minutes to 7:00p.m and i want to go home......some more sulking can be done then though nobody can beat my brother to it though ......

Monday, September 04, 2006

Azmayish


Chahe hum khudh ko azma ke dekhe,
Har woh cheez jo hame bandhti hai todke dekhe,
kya is jung ka koi fayda hai,jab jise jeetna hai wohi hansil nahin hai.
Har waqt jab kuch dhoondla sa yaad ata hai,ye jaroor sochte hai hum,
ki sapne tode jate hain,har jhooth ko sach bana kar dikhaya jata hai.
woh jhooth ko hum sach mante hai aur pani mein uski tasveer dhoondte hain,
woh tasveer jo boondon se ho kar jhalakti hai,aur usko dekh kar hum muskara jate hain
jal mein ek sajish hoti hai,tum pe hasne ka irada hota hai,kuch der ke liye asman dikha ke
zameen ki haqeekat bayan hoti hai.
naseeb ko karte hain khada katahare mein aur kahte hai ki tum gunehgar ho,
Aur kar bhi kya sakte hai? Aur kar bhi kya sakte hain zindagi se ladte ladte thak chuke hain,
har woh asha tumhare apne paron tale marte hue,ahiste ahiste peeghalte hue dekhte hain aur khade rahte hain khamosh,
asoon aj bhi jalak jate hain lekin na jane kahan se chupke se palkon ki khidki pe dastak deti
jati hain.