Night Turns to day

The struggle to be happy is such heavy work, rather its our whole journey in this life as we know it.

https://www.qpeka.com/library/poem/5339bb620cf2cde74dfc23e6

Relationship really ?

Relationships can be very funny or rather very time consuming, the one thing I have learned over the years is that your personal life is a shit load of work. The one part of your life which you take for granted is perhaps the most time consuming and painful.

The work dynamic more or less never changes you get good at something and then you are at it, even if you begin to work on a skill set that's new it has a learning curve which you run in a fixed time and then its smooth sailing, its a given that the boss or the client is a jackass and you make your peace with it.

cut to your personal life, its a bloody minefield the terrain of the bloody rain forest must not be so diverse in its flora and fauna. Here you just finish mastering the art of somewhat figuring out what is north and what is south and then you get up one day to realize that the south does not exist at all. Now how do u start navigating when you dont know where to start or where to go.

Boss age can really fuck you up and nobody tells you that it grows on you so fast it may be ten years but they pass u by in a bloody second and suddenly you are not what you thought you were what the hell are you expecting from the poor person in front of you.

Then we start climbing the mountain again. Ground zero again ! In a world which is running you are running with it. The world out there is engraved in your DNA you are on auto-drive,  what is not part of your DNA is the whole act of sharing, understanding, caring, walking with another you need to focus on that because that is what you need to learn and program that needs more effort, work, input and attention.

Today a job is found and sustained a relationship or a marriage nope ! love is a very difficult skill to learn and even more difficult to apply in this fast, fucked up life  

Vote for ?

It has always irritated me that more than often the media creates a circus out of elections. There si no clear communication forget simple. Every journalist exhibits his indepth knowledge with complex tables and even more complex dissertations. Boss why dont u talk simple and sense something that me will understand.
Here is simple and me combined with a table of numbers which is very easy to undesrtand.

https://www.qpeka.com/article/531ab6980cf2f4f345229342