kuch lafaz aise bhi

raat ki salwathon main kal ka suraj dekha,
har pal ddobti asha main naseeb ki ahat ka intezar kiya,
ruki huyi saans ko mehak ka wasta diya,
dard ki pehel ko mohabat ki dua di,
khabon ki mnat mangi,
jag gaye tab tooti hui palkon main insaaf managa,
aj ji zarrorat main kal ko dooba diya,

The end of Time

This new job keeps me pretty busy,  and I hate writing when I am exhausted but today somewhere deep down, something turned and twisted and I couldn't shrug it away, here is an attempt to give it voice though I have no idea what it want to say.

Today again I came at you door,
I knocked knowing that you would open,
there was someone that came at once,
but it wasnt you for sure but had your resemblance,
I waited thinking what should I do,
It was mostly you,
but something did not seem right in that moment,
it did not feel right with you.
The easy thing to do was to say hi,
then pretend that nothing was wrong,
what you see is the truth everybody says feeling are just hoogwash.
That moment I stood and smiled at you,
you did not greet me with a a smile,
at that moment I turned around and walked for it was just for your smile that I had crossed the end of time.