I wrote this on 23/12/2005,I guess the early realisations of a dream being shattered.
One of the most amazing things about love is that when you think that you havesucceeded in giving it the slip,it suddenly peeps at you from behind the curatin and scares the hell out of you....its a long journey from the self destruction to the somewhat slivers of peace that you manage to redeem for yourself and boom.....it takes a few minutes of that fatal smile or light touch for your whole world to come crashing down agian into the void of darkness that has been so much a part of your life and you ask the eternal question why me ?the answer to that has never been found by anyone....perhaps it is supposed to evade you forever like the reflection of the moon in the calm and dark river....perfect yet a million light years apart....and then once again starts the wait that travels through every moment that you breath,every thought that you think,through your very existance.....
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