The Stage

Words,thats one thing i am good at,i love weaving words into a beautiful dream.Thats projection i guess.The most ugly turns into the most ravishing and for that moment i escape reality or rather reality escapes from me.There is but one hitch,before you smile to yourself content in the
bliss of a life fair and fulfilled,the mist clears and you are left staring at the ghastly face of the
truth.You cant run away from it how much ever you try,trust me i have time and time again.
How i wish the coccon of my thoughts never leaves me,how i wish i could be wrapped around the
warmth of those beautiful moments,memories and dreams.Alas life is not a bed of roses but a cradle of thorns with a occasional bloom. Which dies a pre mature death,strangled by the cutting,strangling pointers.

Once again life turns full circle, i stand from where i began,but this time with a resolve not to begin the journey yet again,this time life has taught me the biggest lesson of my life that your road is travelled only by you,companions walk by your side till the road leads in their direction,then leave you alone to walk again under the scorching sun,with emptiness on either side inside and out.
Solution to loneliness can never be found,you were born alone and die alone and you live alone,trying and fulfilling every role to its best,the role of a daughter,a sister,a emlpoyee,a boss and last of all a humanbeing and as u essay each role what accompanies is your solitude.To This list is the role of a wife,a lover and u try and play these roles to perfection too,but soemtimes you get carried away.
You think that this is a part played by two. you and him,but here you are mistaken,the biggest
disappointment awaits you at the end of the last scene when the curtain draws and you find yourself once again all lone. The play is over the role essayed and your partner takes a bow,as
the drapes close in on you the hand that holds your hand untwines itself you find yourself standing alone surrounded by darkness and the realisation that you have to cab it home alone.